Tuesday, September 24, 2013

NYC. On my mind.




Think the city has been on mind ever since.  I’ve made the trip so many times now. As a kid on the greyhound or Long Island railroad with my Mom and brother, as a young adult via the Chinatown to Chinatown express bus, and now racing down in my little car in 6 hours flat from my door to Cousin Ilene’s in Washington Heights, the top west side of Manhatten. Phew. We moved to Maine, the year I started kindergarten – many chapters started and ended since then. But I seem to find myself there, whenever I can spare the time and money.  A gift it feels like to be surrounded by visual stimulants, where the ugly is beautiful and each person’s face and dress is information laid for a design and suggestions of a personal journey.  I look back sentimentally at when I was a new mother, scattered, tired, and attempting to find ground. We worked out an opportunity for my "ticket to ride" to the city for an extended weekend. I “landed” in Penn Station late on a Friday evening. Remembering now how I felt when I stepped onto the sidewalk for that first time again, looked up at the lights and the intersection. If I was to close my eyes now, I could almost go there again. Such calm brought by the loudness.

I am home now. Last night I made the same journey in reverse arriving with a few hours left to sleep before starting again. It was almost two days in the city seeing and soaking in, alongside with my  now seven-year-old daughter, and two days at the Maker Fair in Queens. But I am so happy to have NYC in front of my senses these days and now its on my mind (and all that inspiration in my pocket). Here are some fragmented pictures from these days. Enjoy.  
Central Park, 2:30 PM Thursday

Flowers Near 58th Street

Storefront Window, Oversized Mushrom Interior in Fiber

Rockefeller

Architectural Love-liness

From Flushing, Queens. Good Morning!

Human sized Mousetrap at Maker Fair

HUGE Needle felted Dino at Maker Fair



Toaster Upgraded to Puppet

Austin Bike Zoo!


Doing the ComposiMold thing! Father and Daughter!

Wednesday, May 1, 2013

Just a few questions...

Where do you find your inspiration? 
I've never really considered myself in search of inspiration but rather always being "open", giving myself permission to play, and receiving energy from my environment via supportive / positive family and friends and / or being in nature and in tune with it.  I am a deep observer of the landscape, of people, and of ideas being shared. My sketchbook and a favorite pencil is always at hand, even jammed in my purse so that if I see anything or come up with an idea, I can record it immediately. I don't look back all the time but when I have a pause in my life or feel like I am stuck, I go back for energy and as a resource. I also use my sketchbook to journal about my art practice or maybe to record in words where I am physically or in my mind. I am fortunate to be an energetic person and to be able to use this energy as a fuel for my artmaking. I've had a practice of working in my studio one evening a week for over 10 years now which can take me into the wee hours of the night, but this time is rather sacred. Although I am tired in the morning, it reboots me like nothing else. You could also say that I am committed to a creative lifestyle. Thanks to my own Mother's efforts, I don't know any other way. We have always been ones to make art, share and see art together as a family.  Our family had its own gallery in the basement where we'd put on little shows together and even have art nights where we'd look at old films and slide shows of trips.  That's a whole story in itself....
How do you keep yourself motivated?
I get OUT of the studio!  Travel, paint with someone else, read, spend time researching a new or favorite artist in the library, drink lots of coffee and the Beastie Boys. They always help in particular.  I push myself through the long days when I just don't feel it in me. I make myself just start and like working out, once there I continue, and before I know it its time to meet my daughter at the school bus! Momentum is not easy to acheive but I try to keep my art wheel going...I put some projects on the back burner until I feel ready to get them going again or I'm not afraid to abandon projects that didn't feed me enough. There's a reason for the struggle, and I have to explore if the payoff is around the corner. I set goals and attempt to stick to them. I often hang up in my studio a timeline for getting works done. That is very helpful to have these visual reminders.... I also have a big commitment to creating community and a being a part of community. Thats why I have situated myself among students and those eager to learn and be on the art path. Its didactic.
How do you approach goal setting?
My methods have changed on this front. They have become more simple because a lot of basics I've done and I have systems in place for self-promotion.... Some suggestions I do have for artist's goal setting is for one to consider creating goals that reasonable with set start and end times, also that one's goals "match" where they are in their careers too, using monthly and yearly time periods can help, but also balancing your comfort zone but also giving yourself a good firm kick in the butt.




Tuesday, March 19, 2013

Painting With Nancy, Kate and Kitty

For a couple of years now, I've been fortunate to paint with two artist friend's Kate Buhner and Nancy Keanan-Barron on a monthly basis. We often gather at Nancy's house in S. Gardiner, and we sometimes take our artmaking on the road, where we sketch and quickly work with pencils and other dry media. When the weather is warm or on a vacation day our children will play together, so there are often interruptions of performances or laughter. This particular day we  had additional company from Nancy's new kitten.     
                                        Kate contemplating her cupcakes

My artistic and personal relationship with these two women have had quite a profound impact on my artmaking.  Both have taught me such wonderful things, and not always things one can put words to.   Our days together are often productive, although one of us can often be "off". And although that may happen sometimes, but you can always feel that a day working and talking together was worthwhile. The energy of that community can remain, the comments, ideas, the techniques shared can be happy and helpful memories back in your own studio.   On this particular day, we paid tribute to one of our favorite artists Wayne Thiebaud.  I brought over some cake forms and we collaborated on out still-life set up and cake decorating. Quite fun!         


Nancy's Set Up with Work in Process

Kate and Nancy getting started
View of the Still - life from Above with my drawing on top of an old painting

There's an old painting of mine that I had been toying with painting over.  Yes, I do paint over old paintings.  But not without some contemplation. This one I brought home and hung it in my bedroom.  It was pretty clear to me with in a few days that this one was on its way out.  You can see here the old one received a somewhat orange transparent-glaze and then I drew on top of it with a white colored pencil. Still unfinished in the studio today but I will work on soon.
Kitty Visits
lemon cake slices

with sprinkles

with two raspberries atop

Sunday, February 3, 2013

As for using photographs.....

 
The use of photography by painters as tools and sources for their artistic work and for documenting their creative lives has existed since the post-Impressionists in the later 1800s.  Its hard to believe that my living and working as a painter 150 years later, my practices in the early 21st century have not strayed from these original uses of the camera. And much like the artists who first used their camera to capture many things including family life, models, landscape, they would also not have considered themselves photographers. I would also never consider myself a formal photographer, although one rarely finds me without somesort of camera nearby. I love that I have the opportunity to “click” away on something I find fascinating visually that would have otherwise been impossible to pull from my memory or to stand and sketch or paint. Taking photographs and documenting this way is an integral part of me living a creative life.
En route to Virginia, I had heard this unique story on NPR regarding the urban legend of shoes being strung from inner city power lines.  I had always thought this had an association with gang affiliations and crime. However, NPR demystified this narrative by sharing stories of children being released for summer vacation and throwing their sneakers up in celebration. The story stayed with me and when we arrived in the village of Carytown (a playful and boutique / café laden walking part of the city) in Richmond, I was drawn to this spot where a little turquoise house had been wedged between a couple of commercial buildings. The directions of the lines of the trees, the verticals of the buildings, the pulsing of the bricks and then the strong horizontals of the power lines... I fell in love with this composition.  Well, I don’t habitually use my photographs as a direct source. I can and I do sometimes, but for teaching sake I did for this one. 
....Lets start in the beginning.  Here is the original photograph. It doesn’t matter what my support is for my work or the medium but I always do a little underpainting first. This one started with a soft pink color. It is a mix of several layers of gesso that has been tinted and painted on panel. Before any drawing took place,  I played with the shape of the composition and its relationship to the surface I was going to use. Then with willow charcoal I lightly located on my photograph and panel the centers for horizontal and vertical edge, and drew a few graphed lined on each to make sure the photograph and painting would be aligned. I use willow charcoal (this is a very soft drawing stick which come in a variety of thickness - I choose the skinny). I love it for its "forgive-ability". You can wipe it away. Let it slide into the paint without being noticed. And it just feels good between your fingers. In this step I was most concerned with placement, compositional design, and where edges between visual elements met i.e. where exactly do the power lines cross the house etc.  You can see the size of my panel is about 14 X 20 and I am using a table easel. For various reasons I can go into later, this is the max size I would use on a table easel too.
STAGE 1
STAGE 2
STAGE 3
For the next stage, I mixed up some mid value ranges of the colors I planned to "block" in the painting with. I then applied the paint mostly with a straight-edge palette knife and used a smaller flat brush for smaller areas. This process was very quick and wanted to also use the knife to scratch back into the surface while the paint was still wet or drying to allow for some of the pink underpainting to come through. The paint at this stage was applied rather thinly..
In STAGE 3 I began to observe the sense of light in the painting more and began to work both the values and the cool / warm variations of the forms to reflect that light source. I also started developing some of the details including the shoes, the contours of the windows. These parts were painted mostly brush but I also used rags, a spray bottle to keep or get things damp, my finger, and the palette knife to work the surface.
STAGE 4



You can see the tree starting to extend up as well as more description added to the building in the distance. My own studio windows are extremely light filled...can you tell? No complaints here but sorry about the triangular light falling on these ones.
The Painting Set-Up




I've never believed that artist's needed expensive set ups or supplies to make good work. But I do believe in good paint. My favorite acrylic brands are Golden's Fluid Line and Amsterdam. My paint palette's are often tupperware containers, paper plates and I ziplock ALL of them in the zipper locked bags. Its amazing but those bags can keep my acrylics wet for weeks! I don't have the advantage of spreading out my chosen colors like I do in other mediums but I can pour out a generous amount and not feel like I have to use it right away!  Acrylics can dry in minutes. One of its bittersweet qualities.  I also use mason jars for water because they clean well, rarely tip over, white cotton rags I buy from Goodwill, and a water spritzer from home depot. My acrylic tubes are stored in an old sewing machine table's drawers. My palette knives are: ones with straight flat sides but one comes to a point the other to a squared edge.
STAGE 5 The details

In this stage I am still refining colors and redefining edges. Here I am using a small long round to place some of the tree branches.  These trees are variations of mauve and ultramarine.....and with touches of warm pink. I am so still pushing and pulling the colors all across the board - making the brick building bounce a little and adding information about the structure of the turquoise house - bricks, wiring.  This step takes the longest... and as I am doing this I am asking myself - is this painting doing what I originally wanted? and if not, what is it missing? 
THE FINAL STAGE
Here its. Was this ...interesting? helpful? what?

Monday, November 5, 2012

Play With Clay Day



Surprises. Yep. These kids came right out of my hands today. Send me off with some new artist friends, a beautiful studio on the ocean, an entire day and these were some of my creations.  Enjoy.

Monday, October 29, 2012

Just Painting

It has always been true for me that there is a spiritual side to the making of my paintings. Not easy to describe with words but I know that the process within I pursue my ideas and the peacefulness with which I pursue them, are very much linked to meditation. After painting for the entire morning (and having completed two new paintings), my step is lighter and happier, and I am ready and willing for whatever the afternoon brings me.

Currently, I have been exploring a pond near to my new studio in Manchester for the focus of the subject of my work. I like the idea of pilgramming out to a specific space with the intention to commune with it. I want to deeply engage with the forms, colors, and the subtle and dramatic changes occurring within them. 


For a number of years, my artistic work responded directly to my creative writing. That created a nice bridge between my thoughts and my art practice, but what was I to do when I lost my words?  Thats where I've been. Without my own words. For whatever reason, they have not been able to surface so I have been reconnecting with poets work I admire or find inspires that connection with the visual I am searching for.  I think Mary Oliver's connection to nature is remarkable. She uses it as a metaphor for speaking to how you ought to live your life - and I really understand how she asks the reader to slow down and look at the world. I want viewers to engage with my paintings in the same way, to draw relationships with our natural world, and feel their poetry.

Friday, August 31, 2012

Where?







Some of the popular challenges that artist's face (yes, myself included) are: how to create work of meaning in others and to themselves, to create meaning in the process of the work, how to balance work and play (really, art can NOT be play sometimes), how to piece together this somewhat ambiguous career of artist (financially and health-fully) and where to draw inspiration and ideas from.  The last few months I've really been "putting myself out there" on all of these fronts.... I am getting out of the studio and on the road, less to paint, and more to talk shop and attend opportunities to grow. What about this week?  Although I returned to my classroom for 2 days / week and got my family back into the structure of the fall...  I was fortunate to attend Jackie Battenfield's talk in Belfast. She's the author of "The Artist's Guide", a wonderful book that I have been referring to for a couple of years.  Still digesting my notes but wrote, "My work is more about a relationship with paint, marks, and an emotional response to the formal elements in picture making. Its less about WHAT and more about HOW. " Also, attended a lovely BBQ in Falmouth with many artists - some popular, some favored, some even famous.... Yesterday I put the finishing touches on my chicken book "They Came In A Box" and sent it off to be a part of a Book Arts Exhibition at the University of Southern Maine... so see here some of the places I have drawn inspiration, admired beauty, book forms, and recent paintings...

Thursday, June 21, 2012

Its one of the first hot days of summer, and one of the first days where I've been "off" from my family responsibilities.  That interprets to me, "go to the studio and get to work".  Ironically, my studio has been less of a space for my creative workings these last few months for I've been taking my eyes onto the road.  I've revisited some favorite areas in Portland along the ocean with my favorite pencils, papers, cardboard, and painted with other painters, some other favorite spots here in Central Maine including the Arboretum in Augusta, and areas between Gardiner and Richmond, and caught up with painter friends. Its been fun but also very important to making good pictures and making art that is worth making.  I've also given a presentation to Breast Cancer survivors and designed a portrait project called "Face It". But let's talk about this a bit later.  ......So, what have I made? I've taken my on-site studies: graphite pencil sketches, watercolors, photographs, and revisited the geometric forms of the landscape into multiple finished works in oil, encaustic.  I painted a yellow dress. That's an odd one but I think there is some reason why its there...   I also put the finishing touches on my chicken book titled, "They Came In A Box" and began workings on another artist book using ancient greek sculptures, and an iced over pond as a source. And then my chicken book evolved into some small chicken paintings which I had a genuinely good time making (and laughing), and some more continued Birdworks series.




I went to work today but what did I do?  Reflected, breathed, went to the library, did some much needed online computer work, cleaned the studio for my students, made calls about my new studio plans (shhhh) and thought.... Am I completely scattered as an artist?  Absolutely!  Absolutely not.  I don't believe my role as an artist is to remain static.  I think I do need to keep reinventing myself, be open to my curiosities, explore materials and the way I use them.  But I do need to "feel" as an artist that I am grounded. Perhaps I can pursue all of my curiosities just enough that it teaches something, opens a door, embraces and wows the viewer. I hope so.  Lets see what happens next.

Wednesday, April 18, 2012

Looking Ahead



One of my favorite things to do, particularly when the weather is atleast "tolerable" (in Maine could be defined as atleast a half an hour one day) is to get outside and really connect with the landscape. This does not mean you can see me out there hugging trees but really engaging in seeing the landscape I live within. This means really engaging with seeing it (what am I seeing in form and color) and then contemplating the organization of these elements. How do I want to twist, directly alter the perspective, warm the form's colors and truly PLAY? This is what happens after I have seen and am heading back to the studio with an armful of quick drawings on paper. However, this summer I am taking all of my paint on the road with me to some of my favorite places to "connect" with nature. I am looking for a handful of students to work with me more formally on their observational skills, abstract thinking, and sequence of drawing to painting the landscape. Here are the dates and sites:
Thursday, May 10th
Longfellow’s Greenhouses, Manchester
Thursday & Friday, June 21 & 22
Oakland Farm, Gardiner
Thursday & Friday, August 2 & 3
Maple Hill Farm, Hallowell
Thursday & Friday, August 16 & 17
Viles Arboretum, Augusta
$60. for 1 day session
$110. for 2 day session
includes morning coffee and a delightful lunch.
Materials List Supplied Upon Registration
Sign Up by May 1st and take $15. OFF!

So how about it? Its going to be wonderful and your body, hand and heart will thank you! Please email me at helene@helenefarrar.com or call 485 5691 for more details . Be well!

Thursday, March 22, 2012

Coming Up for Air





It seems as though a break in the cold weather, a moment to consider a deep breathe, a lull following a busy period is when I rear my head and come up for air. My blog seems to be the result of this time. So. Here I am having a coffee and bagel at my favorite place, just after dropping my daughter off to school and just before I head to the studio to make and teach for the day. The weather is gorgeous and my schedule today feels light because its designed by me and I am loving my work.
One of my indirect sources for my artistic work is reading poetry. There is something about getting inside someone's head and listening to their words from my lips, that informs what I do with color, texture, particularly when approaching landscape work. Most of my landscape work this past year moves quickly away from the real landscape and become something of their own. I've included here one of my "pink" works that are created with many materials including collage, willow charcoal, acrylic paint. If you do want to have a good poetry read, I found at the Maine State Library a small poetry book called "Nothing Moves On the Horizon", which is a collection of pieces by inmates at the Thomaston Prison.
As for most of the time, my work in the studio has been varied in the last month or so. Possibly its a part of my own self-education, but I don't think artists should be static. We should be open to new ideas, materials, and processes. Anyhow, as part of my new assignments, I have almost completed a painted artist book inspired by first a conversation with a student of how her chicken's she raises arrived in a box in the mail, but also by a short workshop I took with Rebecca Goodale. Here's the result.
There's more brewing at the studio but the studio is calling me to now to come clean up after my weekly messes and start some new ones. Come on by!